I'm really sad

Selfish. Im tired and very sleepy and half way to lala land, and you know this, but that doesn't seem to register to you. You have your way at me until you cum and leave me to ponder for my sleep again. Can't i have you have me cum for disturbing my peace? Is that too much to ask? Insomnia only because i don't want silent treatments? Fuck im angry for not saying no. But I'm also angry at the fact that you don't consider how i feel. I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm really really unhappy.