I’m not sure what to do...

So my mom gives me this medicine to take and told me to take it for a week and see how I feel..

She told me it was for anger/bipolar and said it runs in our family. Her, her mom, her grandma, my sister, my brother. And they all take medicine which I didn’t know. But when I looked up the medicine it said antidepressants..

I will say I have had moments I’ve lashed out. But this is when I’m pushed to my very edge when I’ve asked to be left alone. And stepped away from the situation before it turns into something big. Then I am still pushed and taunted. As in “following me around and still picking at me” and that pushes me, because I’ve stepped away. And when this happens it’s like I’m not myself. My head is foggy. I know what I’m doing, it’s like I can see myself doing it but I’m so mad at this point because I asked to be left alone.

I feel as though maybe my boyfriend has said something to her. One time I was on the phone very upset and yelling I will admit. He told me he was somewhere when he wasn’t and lied and had traveled to a whole different state (8 hours away) but told me he’d be back before I woke up and was not. Never even told me he was leaving. He just left with his “brother”. I left for two days and went to my moms house. He contacted my mom when I left his & I apartment and was heading to my moms house. And told her I wasn’t answering. And she was upset and asking me “why would I not answer him or I shouldn’t treat him like that” but who wouldn’t be mad????

I broke up with him because he causes most of my anger and frustration.

I told her I’m not taking it because I have been working on my frustration/anger. I’m not going to check a little box everytime I go to the doctor that says “bipolar/depression”.

I know it’s hard for us to see our issues and it’s easy for those around us to see. I know sometimes we can be in denial.