What the hell did my family do to deserve so much fucking pain and loss? Oh my god.

Tell me, have you ever felt like TOO much bad is happening? You already feel like you’re being crushed and can’t take it anymore and then something happens and you feel like you’re going to drown and die? Because I’m not sure how much more pain I can take. And no im not mentioning suicide, I’m talking about a mental break and going all catatonic because I can’t handle this shit anymore. I have handled it like a boss ass bitch this far but I am officially defeated. I really feel like I can’t do this.

This flesh mobile is dragging me around everywhere but my brain is left behind on my night stand.

For fucks sake, my family and I need a break.