Birth plan

Caitlin

So can anyone tell me if I’m over reacting... I feel so guilty and bad because yesterday I did my birth plan with my midwife and she asked me if the student midwives etc would be allowed to be part of my birth and I said no and now I kind of feel really bad and guilty because they’re learning, but I’m only 18 and I get stressed easily and I’m having a water birth so I’ll only be on gas and air so I’ll be In a whole load of pain so I just want it to be me, my boyfriend and the midwives/doctors/nurses because I want everything to run as smoothly as possible and don’t want anything to go wrong and also because coronavirus is still a big thing atm I don’t want me or my boyfriend or our baby catching it, am I just being silly and its ok or should I be feeling guilty?