Hi to whoever is reading! I hope your pregnancy is progressing beautifully. I think I just need to vent because my nerves are all over the place.

So I have my first appointment today (Wed) for confirmation of pregnancy and ultrasound. I'll be 6w4d.. or at least should be around that timeframe.

Extremely nervous because my first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage and the first ultrasound has left me extremely traumatized. I am being cautiously optimistic about it and just hoping for the best at this point. Some things have made me anxious like most of my symptoms have subsided or at a minimum, some spotting and discharge when wiping, some mild cramping, and the test I took tonight seems lighter than the one I took 5 days ago (& control line not as light as other test). My first mmc started this way so Im definitely on edge. I just really want this to be our sticky baby 🥺🌈

Thank you if you read the whole thing, I had no where else to share because we are waiting to tell friends and family.