My husband was mad at me, we weren’t getting along for some weeks and he made a tinder account over a year ago. He never used it and deleted it the same day... I found out and he begged for me back and got me flowers to my job. He was crying his eyes out. Before this,

I forgave him. He hasn’t done anything since BUT I am always having flashbacks of seeing that tinder in his phone and it BREAKS my heart so bad. He swears up and down he wasn’t thinking and had no real intentions when making the account. he is upset bc i “forgave” him but I always bring it back up. I don’t mean to but I just think of all of the WHAT IFS and it ruined my self esteem and I’m just torn. I never forgive BS like this but I really kno deep down inside that we have something special. I just can’t believe he did that. 🥺 I didn’t expect it it hurt so much .....how can I trust him again fully 🥺🥺 am I wrong for always bringing it back up?