Tearing and not tearing

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Has anyone had two births, one that they had a tear and another that they didn’t? I’m pregnant with #2, and didn’t tear with #1. People ask if I’m nervous and I say no because I know what to expect etc. But now I’m wondering if tearing (I’ll be getting an epidural hopefully) just makes it so much worse for during and recovery haha.

Anyone experience both and can share?