Today I got crushing news. My prenatal screening came back that my body is already at a critical level for antibody D. Basically, we’ve just learned that the baby will need genetic testing in 2 weeks and if the baby is D+ I’ll be high risk and need close monitoring. Based on my current levels, they’re pretty sure baby is D+. This could also mean blood transfusions to the baby several times during the pregnancy and the risk of heart failure and other conditions for the baby. I’m at risk for needing to deliver early, stillbirth, and a million other things now. I haven’t stopped crying since I got the call. I feel so guilty for getting pregnant knowing that I may be the cause of a child’s lifetime of suffering or early death. I don’t even know how to cope right now 😢😢😢