When I was only 13 years old I started having this incredible desire to have a child. Obviously I knew I couldn't have a child anytime soon (I wasn't even sexzually active and not ready to be for several years later.).

I had my first child when I was 19 and since my first pregnancy the desire to have children only increased. I had another child at 22 and my youngest at 23 years old. I'm now 26 and wanting more children is literally all that's on my mind. It's driving me nuts! How do I stop this? I can't have a child every few years for the test of my life. I had this desire for half my life now. The only thing that stops this longing in my heart, is when I'm pregnant or have a newborn. Once they get out the newborn face it starts again. I love my children and I will have 1-2 more, but I want to have them when I'm ready and I don't want to have this feeling of something missing when I'm not ready.