I've been wronged by people my whole life. From abusive parents to backstabbing family and friends.

I've held so much hate, anger, and resentment towards the people who have hurt me. I've blamed them for the way my life turned out. But today I realized an extremely painful truth.

I'm causing my own pain. It's my time that I'm wasting, my future that I'm sacrificing, my feelings that are hurt, my tears that are flowing, my health that is depleting, my happiness that is defied...

I can't hurt them back by drinking poison. It hurts so much. To know that they can live free of punishment for what they've done to me. Life is so unfair. I'm the only one who is hurting.