And the pain feels fresh all over again. I should be 17+1 today. My husband and I decided to not try yet but also not prevent. I think I ovulated sept 12th. And part of me was really hoping I'd get pregnant immediately and maybe I'd feel better with something to focus on. But, I got my period instead.

I shouldn't be surprised, but I am. Periods are never fun but now it's just a blatant physical reminder that I'm not pregnant like I should be.

I'm not really expecting any responses I just needed to let this out somewhere!