Mental health

No rude comments, and if you just aren’t an open minded person don’t even finish reading. This year is long over due for me , It started out good but the end is trash. I have developed probably all the mental health. Found out I was pregnant couple of weeks after my birthday. Made the worse decisions to abort my baby which I just felt like that was the right thing to do at the time. I was definitely wrong, we have been taking safe precautions in order not to get pregnant again. Welp, seven months later found out I was pregnant and the worse happen. End up having an ectopic pregnancy. Now , I’m just feeling like the world is against me and I don’t even feel like myself anymore. Basically, this year was the worse ever but I know I cause this to happen to me.