Considering other options for my current pregnancy

*UPDATE *

After carefully thinking about it last night to the point where I couldn't sleep, I have decided to keep it. I know it's not going to be easy but I feel as though it's the best decision. Thank you all for your kind words and advice!

I'm not here for rude comments just need to vent. Found out that I'm pregnant with 3rd child (definitely not planned) and was shocked when I seen that positive result pop up. Yes, I had protected sex and the condom broke a few minutes into it. He changed it of course.

I am not sure if I want to bring another child into this f#@*%! world. I have thought about abortion, adoption and just sucking it up and raising it. I just have a bunch of thoughts running through my mind. Only people that knows is my boyfriend and my mom. He wants it and my mom told me to do what's comfortable for me. Secretly I think she wants me to abort because she doesn't want a lot of grandkids (she has 3) this would make number 4. I'm early into my pregnancy maybe 4 or 5 weeks based off my last period.

Have any of you been in this predicament? If so how did you handle it?