So my daughter just started virtual schooling these kids have no care in the world, I'm always asking myself were are the other parent's and even sat with hubby because i truly feel like she won't learn anything this year if this is how ill be going. Then my 4 year old son has been getting testing done about a week ago or so i get a call from the hospital saying they would like to do a zoom meeting so that was done 3 days ago very fast so i found it a bit weird but he was diagnosed with autism. Ok I'm like this is fine, he'll be in 3 different therapist ill work out fine. Then I'm like hold on i have 2 other children so i speak to hubs which i don't think he took the news very well i wanna say he's in the denials stage because it is his first son but he says he's on borad with helping more with the kids and just wants him to be able to live a normal life. Then he suggested i stop working so that i have time for all the kids not just his medical appointments so I'm currently working as a caregiver for my mom because she's so picky she just fires everyone. So i spoke to her about what was going on and she's like well maybe lets change the schedule you can't just leave me (which i wasn't, i was going to look for someone before i left the job) whatever it was a mess she was upset i wasn't thinking of "my mother". Anyways i just feel very overwhelmed with everything going on at once and my mind feels all over the place. It almost feels like I'm going to have a break down if i don't just take a day to think things over.