Pregnancy

I’m quite in a very sticky situation im pregnant and my fiancé and I recently broke up. I just don’t know if I can do it. Honestly I let myself

Forced to have his baby because he was always talking about how his ex Miscarriage; how much he really loved her and I felt so insecure and had so much of low self esteem that I would

of done anything to feel loved how he loved her and just mean something to him but again those were my insecurities. I dance and i love dancing and I’m trying to make something of myself

Not to mention I have a 1 yr old at that who has a different father. I feel like I did all that for us not even to be together and no I shouldn’t take a baby life away because of that but I thought things we’re going to be different. I wanted to

Make him happy when i wasn’t even happy with myself and feel something. I just feel stuck with life right now. Having a abortion go

Against everything I believe in and every time

I think about my heart hurt.