early baby movements

Am I the only one freaking out about feeling the baby “early”? I am pregnant with my 3rd and I am 15 weeks 5 days, and I have felt a few flutters but nothing like my others. Of course the first one I didn’t feel until around 20 weeks but with the 2nd I felt like I felt him early on and this one it just not consistent enough for me and it is driving me crazy.

This 3rd pregnancy is kicking my butt so hard mentally and physically, I feel like knowing what to expect is almost worse than when I was pregnant with my first and just went with it. I am ready for the movement, I am starting to show already so now I am ready to feed the baby more consistently.