I realized he doesn’t actually care ab me

And I don’t think it’s personal. I think he’s just a self centered narcissist.

He needs the attention. Maybe it’s cuz he’s “emotionally unavailable”... but I see it’s with his friends as well.

Always talking ab himself and caring ab how things benefit him. If I say anything ab me or my life in detail he either ignores it or belittles me and my problems. Because no matter what I go through or feel, he’s feeling it too or felt it harder or doing 10x more than I am, so why should I be complaining?

Maybe he doesn’t mean to , but he does it either way.

I think it’s time to let him go. I have a feeling I’m going to be better off and I think I’ll feel a lot happier and lighter.