Just wanting to vent for a minute.

I seriously feel like I want to break down and cry and cry and cry.

My mother in law and sister in law have never liked me nor treated me fair. No reason, they’ve always been hateful and put me down. My husband and I have a 4 year old son and a 1 year old daughter...none of his family have EVER made it known that they love my babies or have ever given effort to visit them, brag about them, see them etc.

well my sister in law just had her first baby and my “in laws” are acting so obsessed and in love...I don’t know why I let it get to me. Why I let it hurt my feelings so much but I wish my kids were shown the same affection. I feel so much jealousy and I hate being jealous. It’s not me. I am just sad.

Has anybody been in the same boat???