I just need to vent.😞

Miranda β€’ π™±πš˜πš’ π™Όπš˜πš– 𝚑𝟸 πŸ’™| π™»πš˜πšžπš’πšœπš’πšŠπš—πšŠ ⚜️| π™Ώπšœπš’πšŒπš‘πš˜πš•πš˜πšπš’πšœπš πŸ“š

I feel completely worthless, discouraged, and like I’ll never be able to carry another child. We’ve been trying since January but started opks, tracking, and prenatals since March. This is so much harder this time, with my first son I was on birth control and taking it religiously since I was only 17 and nowhere near wanting/being ready for a baby. Now that I am ready, it’s impossible. My doctor has done tests and everything else and they came back fine so it doesn’t make sense. Everyone keeps saying it’ll happen when it’s time or it just isn’t meant to be yet... I hate it so much. 😭😭