I just need to vent.๐Ÿ˜ž

Miranda โ€ข ๐ต๐‘œ๐‘ฆ ๐‘€๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘ฅ๐Ÿน ๐Ÿ’™| ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘Ž โšœ๏ธ| ๐‘€๐‘Ÿ๐‘ . ๐Ÿ’| ๐ต๐‘†&๐‘€๐‘† ๐ŸŽ“๐Ÿง 

I feel completely worthless, discouraged, and like Iโ€™ll never be able to carry another child. Weโ€™ve been trying since January but started opks, tracking, and prenatals since March. This is so much harder this time, with my first son I was on birth control and taking it religiously since I was only 17 and nowhere near wanting/being ready for a baby. Now that I am ready, itโ€™s impossible. My doctor has done tests and everything else and they came back fine so it doesnโ€™t make sense. Everyone keeps saying itโ€™ll happen when itโ€™s time or it just isnโ€™t meant to be yet... I hate it so much. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ