Baby shower (virtual)

My shower is this Saturday. And people keep asking if I’m excited and I say no because it’s not the baby shower I envisioned. I’m so grateful for the people who will be joining me threw my virtual shower and who got me something. I have never been a party person I didn’t even want a bridal/bachelorette party cause it’s not my thing but a baby shower is something I always wanted. Yesterday we went to go get something to hang on the wall for at least a little decoration and I got a little upset that I wasn’t going to have it all. But that’s ok this baby is going to be extremely loved by everyone.