Sex toys

I’m 18 and I’m very shy and I really want a vibrator but I don’t have a credit card I only have cash and ive read how you can use amazon and other websites but like I don’t have a card to buy it heck I don’t even have a car nor a license but if I wasn’t so shy and awkward I would ask my mom but that would be weird for her and me we haven’t even talked about stuff like that I would ask my good friend but that would be weird so I need help please