Feeling down 😔

Just need to vent here. I was talking to someone who I used to date. (I know, dumb) but I loved him and realized I still do. Things were progressing nicely (so I thought) but last night when I was with him he told me he enjoys talking to other girls when he is bored (flirty and whatever, one said she loved him) and I told him that it is whatever because we aren't together but it did hurt my feelings because I was starting to feel things again. He got mad and said I dont have a right to be upset and he isnt relationship material and he just likes me coming there to hang out and keep him company. The next morning he told me sorry he was being a dick when drunk, and I told him I can't really be mad, he was honest with me and made me realize this wouldn't go anywhere. I told him I wouldn't be coming over anymore and left. I cried a majority of the way home. I'm so heartbroken. 😭😥

I just feel like this always happens to me. I feel like I'm being used until something better comes along and it is so draining.