This may be long because I don’t know where to begin....currently 33 weeks pregnant and starting to have really depressing thoughts. Actually, it’s been on and off for about 2 months now. I love my unborn baby so much and I’ve always wanted to be a mom. The only thing bringing me negative thoughts is finances. Seeing my boyfriend unhappy and stressed because he’s the only income right now stresses me out and makes me feel like a burden. It makes me wish I would have gotten an abortion because even though we both want this baby and a family the timing is horrible. In the middle of a pandemic barely making ends meet. What sucks is that I’m regretting pregnancy not because I don’t want my baby but because I feel I won’t be able to support fully or be happy money wise. I pray all the time for a little bit more financial stability but it’s hard. It’s drains me and makes me want to sleep all day and ignore everyone. I don’t know if it’s just the hormones but I find myself slipping into the depressive episodes every once in a while. I’d do anything for my baby and my family. I just can’t wait for pregnancy to be over so I can work and bring in more money to help care for my little family :(