Trust issues

I’m having major trust issues with my boyfriend. I feel like I ignored red flags at the start and now I’m stuck. He is really kind and a good person but he is really friendly and says inappropriate things to other females. I have tried to get him to see my point of view but all he thinks If is that he’s not sleeping with them I shouldn’t worry. He wants us to have a baby but I have been secretly taking the pill because I’m afraid he won’t be good energy for me which can hurt a baby. I love him I truly do but I can’t talk anymore just the thought of it stresses me out. I feel like I’m getting gaslighted.