What a weird emotion to know I was pregnant just two days ago, and now I’m not. How easily four words, “there’s no heart beat”, could instantly change your life.

We struggled for years to get pregnant, and couldn’t believe that our first medicated <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> worked. I would have been due May 17th. A May baby, I thought would be wonderful. Then again, I thought any month would be wonderful during the pitfalls of our infertility struggles.

8 weeks and 1 day. That’s as long as I got to be pregnant for. And I’m sitting here honestly struggling with my emotions today. I just had a miscarriage.

I was pregnant, but now I’m not.