Domestic abuse

Is anyone else pregnant and going through both mental and physical abuse? My husband lies to me to go out of town. Today he decided to sit on me and assault me while I screamed for him to get off. Because he couldn't find the remote. Now I'm cramping and bleeding from falling off the couch while he was on me. He's blaming me. I know it's not my fault. I don't even want to keep this baby anymore. I'm afraid of what it will have to go through.