I CANT STAND IT HEREšŸ˜“

Iā€™m 16 and live at home and everything is a mess! Iā€™m not allowed to carry my ID, take driving classes, know my SSN to get a job, I can barely talk to people without begging my mom, my wrist is definitely broken and Iā€™m not allowed to go to the hospital, and my brother swung a hammer at my face! AGAIN! And my mom didnā€™t do a single fucking thing about it and keeps telling me Iā€™m overreacting! HE THREATENED TO KILL ME AND TRIED TO HIT ME WITH A HAMMER MULTIPLE TIMES, WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM OVERREACTING?? ā€œOh itā€™s all in the past just forget about it.ā€ IT WASNT EVEN A FUCKING WEEK AGO! I FEEL LIKE HES GOING TO TRY TO KILL ME AGAIN BUT IM SUPPOSED TO JUST FORGIVE HIM??? HE CANT CONTROL HIS ANGER AT ALL!! Then again Iā€™m not surprised, heā€™s the son of a monster who picked her seven year old daughter by her ears and slammed her head into a wall over and over and fucking over again because she woke up late for school!! All I did was wake up late for school in the first fucking grade! Sure, she grew less abusive but that doesnā€™t excuse anything! Sheā€™s still toxic and gaslighting, and controlling and I canā€™t stand being under her roof. I need to leave but somehow leaving sounds scarier than leaving.