I CANT STAND IT HERE😓

I’m 16 and live at home and everything is a mess! I’m not allowed to carry my ID, take driving classes, know my SSN to get a job, I can barely talk to people without begging my mom, my wrist is definitely broken and I’m not allowed to go to the hospital, and my brother swung a hammer at my face! AGAIN! And my mom didn’t do a single fucking thing about it and keeps telling me I’m overreacting! HE THREATENED TO KILL ME AND TRIED TO HIT ME WITH A HAMMER MULTIPLE TIMES, WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM OVERREACTING?? “Oh it’s all in the past just forget about it.” IT WASNT EVEN A FUCKING WEEK AGO! I FEEL LIKE HES GOING TO TRY TO KILL ME AGAIN BUT IM SUPPOSED TO JUST FORGIVE HIM??? HE CANT CONTROL HIS ANGER AT ALL!! Then again I’m not surprised, he’s the son of a monster who picked her seven year old daughter by her ears and slammed her head into a wall over and over and fucking over again because she woke up late for school!! All I did was wake up late for school in the first fucking grade! Sure, she grew less abusive but that doesn’t excuse anything! She’s still toxic and gaslighting, and controlling and I can’t stand being under her roof. I need to leave but somehow leaving sounds scarier than leaving.