Diabetic

Anybody been diagnosed with diabetes before pregnancy? I’ve been a diabetic since I was 16 years old (I’m 27 now) and I’m trying so hard to change my eating habits and ways to have a healthy baby. I had a missed miscarriage in January, all they told me was chromosome abnormalities. I’m pretty sure my sugar played a part because they weren’t “controlled” my anxiety is on 10,000 with this pregnancy. I get my first ultrasound Monday and I’m so anxious. Any successful pregnancy and healthy baby stories y’all wanna share. I could use some reassurance giving today my sugar is been up and down 😫