Af due in 2 days. I’m 12dpo and a stark white bfn this morning. I know I’m out and I just wanna cry. I am so tired of being let down. If we haven’t conceived by December we are moving on to a fertility specialist but I just wanna give up.

We have two daughters. They are biologically mine. We both want our third and final baby to complete our family. I know he wants a baby that’s biologically his and I want to give him that so badly. I also know that the issue is likely with him, and we cannot afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or any other treatments. I just want to know whether to keep trying or if it isn’t going to happen for us and if we should move on.

I’m so upset today. I know I’m technically not out until af shows, but I have zero symptoms of anything and I feel it in my heart that this bfn is correct.