I know nothing

I'm a very curious person but one thing I do not explore my curiosity on is sexual things and or my body. I believing waiting til marriage. I never wanna masturbated but been told to try it too see. I dont think I will. I identify as asexual but let's be honest everyone has some sort of thoughts. But I legit have no knowledge of female part and bits. I've never had females in my life who would have taught me about it. Idk I'm just looking for education. I legit have no knowledge of anything and have thought about it but I dont think I'd be able to handle the guilty feeling. I'm also germaphobe who cant even hardly use tampons cause I'm afraid of contact