Hoping, Praying this is our cycle...

Today I had bloodwork done after two miscarriages back to back in September and October.

The results should be back in in 2-3 business days and they were testing for ANY hormonal or chemical imbalances.

Im hoping and praying that they can tell me what is causing me to keep miscarrying and send me a prescription before I ovulate again in about a week and a half.

I’d love to hop on the pregnancy train along with all of my friends and family right now, it really seems everyone is getting pregnant expect me, but none of these other women (that I know) seem to understand the pain I’m actually going through just by visiting and texting them at this time.

I was literally miscarrying while attending my friends baby shower last week and she had no idea, this is absolutely heartbreaking.

Me and hubby just want a baby of our own to start our own family & life together.

It’s so upsetting how some things come so easily & natural for some women- but for others it’s the most complicated and heartbreaking process to understand.

I have to call the fertility clinic tmo aswell, the walk in clinic I go to got ahold of me and told me i need to contact them and give them some information on behalf of my spouse.

I really hope that this isn’t a long process- it already feels like a lifetime even tho it’s only been a year, I’m emotionally exhausted and my bank account can’t keep getting drained to the dime- especially not for a faint positive that never gets darker.

If any other women can relate feel free to comment your struggle below, and baby dust to any mommas trying just as hard as me this cycle 💙❤️✨