Advise

My boyfriend and I have been trying for a baby for over a year now with not one positive test. I do have PCOS so it wasn’t really that surprising. However in that time that I was getting all this testing done we have my boyfriends testing done as well. We found out that he has low-t. So he looked into it and he wants to do TRT (testosterone replacement therapy) with HCG. The nurse has assured us it’s safe to do while trying to conceive. And my boyfriend said that he is so committed to making sure that is working that he will do another semen analysis after 1 month of starting TRT just to make sure that his count and motility are still well and active. And I am so grateful to him for being willing to go the distance. However ever sense we’ve started all this testing he’s been noticeably pulling away from me. And it was really stressful for a time there so I understand it. But now we are back to solid ground and he’s still acting very strange. Everyday with the exception of Monday he has worked late and then gone over to a friends house. Tonight when he left he was showered and looked nice and he did his hair nice and then he left and when I accused him of cheating he really didn’t outright answer he just gave me the look like are you serious? I can’t help but wonder and maybe it’s just because I’m in my head and I’ve been alone a lot lately. (he works 10 hour days 6 days a week labor intensive, then goes to his buddies at least every other day) I feel like he doesn’t really care. I’m super emotional I started today and like I said before I’ve been trying for over a year. I feel like he doesn’t understand the pain my heart feels on days like today. And I don’t think he cares to know.