Overwhelmed.

Today was rough! I know my emotions are all over the place with this pregnancy, I feel like I have no patience and I’m just annoyed so easily. It really bothers me, it wasn’t like this with my other two? I am currently homeschooling for the first time on top of my daily duties and now this pregnancy I feel like I’m failing everywhere. I got groceries today and after unloading while simultaneously cleaning out the fridge and pantry and then doing dishes, and then clearing off tables and then picking up toys and then shoot I NEED to vacuum and then the bathroom needs and deep clean. I asked my kids to clean up the toy room and my 4 year old through a huge fit and it ended up being a 2 hour stand off until we both cried and hugged and cleaned it up together 🤷‍♀️. I feel like I’m losing control... I’m all over the place and I’m just exhausted really.

I guess this is more of a big vent then anything. We tried for 2 years for this baby and I feel like my frustration is overshadowing how thankful I am. One moment I’m worried about how I will handle it all and the next I’m worried about a miscarriage and handling that. I just need to find some peace somewhere right now.

Just thought I’d share in case I’m not the only one ❤️