Feeling so conflicted

I really wasnt sure where to post this so I'm sorry if this is the wrong place.

So I found out I am pregnant a couple weeks ago. We already have a 10 month old daughter and we were being so careful so I wouldn't fall pregnant but it happened.

We are so tight on money at the moment, I just got back into my passion (obviously can't work with horses while pregnant), we started planning our wedding and we are trying to find a place to move. It is legit the worst time to have another baby.

My fiance said he'd support me 100% he just wants me to focus on my mental health, I am still recovering from postnatal depression.

I am not someone who could get an abortion, it breaks my heart thinking about it but I'm really not ready for another baby so i don't know what to do 😭😭

And I definitely could NOT give up my baby for adoption.

I'm so lost. I could be up to 9 weeks along if I go off my last period, I've been so busy with my daughter that I just didn't notice.

Please please please don't be nasty, it's an emotional time as it is without people have a dig at me.