I literally am at a loss with myself. I’ve lost four angels (first trimester with each) and delivered two healthy little ones in between. My husband and I were trying for number three, I’m pregnant but I can’t enjoy it. I’m literally spending each second of the day terrified and constantly checking the toilet paper for blood and over analyzing cramps. My hcg results came back and they’re doubling like they should, but I was only happy and ‘distracted’ for a second. I’ve been spotting on and off (never anything heavy) and I know that’s normal but I just can’t relax. I’m only 5 weeks and it’s just SO early 😩 how do you guys get out of your own heads? I know logically there’s nothing I can do to help but this is just so hard. I just can’t breathe and enjoy it