What’s your fears/nightmares/anxiety triggers during pregnancy and postpartum?

Hello moms and moms to be. I know we all have had nightmares during pregnancy or about pregnancy. I want to know what have they been?

For me as a veteran mommy I have feared being able to juggle a newborn with my other 4 kiddos and virtual school. It’s been a whirlwind since school started and I find myself working more in their online classes than I can at my own job.

I’m nowhere near perfect as a mom but I feel like I’m doing great but failing at having enough me time. My husband gets the extra time I have when he comes home from work even if we are just watching a show online.

But other than that I’m sick and this pregnancy is draining energy wise so I don’t have time to do whatever I want to do besides sleep.

What about you mommies?