Tests were darker then with the two other miscarriages, but I guess that gave just some false hope... Started spotting yesterday and losing bright red today, cramping...

I'm just so heart broken 😭

I really needed this... That little light at the end of the tunnel... We've had so many bad luck this last year, and covid and my partner diagnosed with depression and a burn out... We needed a little positivity...

A christmas reveal... Had a theme in mind for the baby room... And now it's gone and I can't talk to anyone about it, because I have no friends in the area and no one knew I was pregnant or trying anyway...

I'm just so done right now... 😭

Can I please just forget this whole year? I want it all over with already, I'm not sure how much more it'll take till I crack too as I have a history of depression and burn out too...

Will need to work this out before trying again... And want a doctor to check everything before trying again anyway, I just can't do this anymore 😭