It happened again 😩😭😭😭😭😩😭

πŸ‘ΌπŸ½πŸ‘ΌπŸ½πŸ‘ΌπŸ½πŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ™πŸΎ β€’ You inspire people who pretend not to see you.... β€’| ehhhh idc... most of the time πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ ||β€’ TTCπŸŒˆπŸ™πŸΎ .. twinsπŸ‘ΌπŸ½πŸ‘ΌπŸ½singletonπŸ‘ΌπŸ½ πŸ˜”

It happened again. My biggest fear. I miscarried again, 2nd time in a row. 2nd time ever being pregnant in my life. Same situation. Baby stopped growing at 6 weeks. 3 weeks passed and i had not passed the baby. Had a D&C yesterday. My May 2021 baby has now turned into my again baby. Up there with my two other angel babies. It hurts so bad. It really sucks. I get so sad seeing other pregnant women, or seeing where i should be right along with the other may 2021 babies. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for them, always supportive, and encouraging words always. I’m still sad tho, kinda jealous, my first two angel babies due date is coming 12/21/2020 and that was around the time i should be finding out the gender of this baby. It all just sucks. Sending baby dust to all you mamas out there trying, never give up.