I really need to do some daily tasks, I need to vacuum and finish laundry and take the trash to the curb and blah blah.

But my anxiety is so bad right now and I feel like I could scream. I also have ADHD And guess what makes that worse? Anxiety.

Having a house that is clean makes me feel better but I can’t focus on anything long enough to finish one damn task. I could take a Xanax to calm myself down but they work as a sleeping pill for me.

I DONT WANNA GO TO BED I NEED TO CLEAN THIS HOUSE UP.

I honestly feel like crying. I wish I had more control over my brain