I don’t understand

I’m 36 weeks pregnant with my 3rd his 2nd. The oldest is 10 he’s raised him since he was 2. They youngest will be 1 soon. We are both active military and just pcsed I took the kids with me since I’m close to giving birth and he was supposed to be here this weekend but then this happened out of nowhere. He was on the phone and I was telling him I can’t wait for him to come and help me with the kids since I’m just exhausted. Then he said he got an apartment and then hung up. This 3rd one was a birth control failure and I myself cannot do abortion nothing against it just isn’t my choice. I’m legit so hurt and been crying. I honestly don’t know how I will do this.

* he never said he didn’t want this baby, he’s been excited for it to come. I’m not trying to guilt him into staying I’m hurt that he would pull this shit after we moved where I know no one. I had a support system where I was and a house and wasn’t living in a hotel with the kids alone. We legit have only our belongings in 3 suit cases and he knows it’s stressful and I moved because he wanted me to go with him. I’m hurt I’m mad but I wouldn’t want to force him with me