I might get hate for this but I’m having one of those days where I just wanted to do absolutely nothing-and I did just that. 😂😂 lately life just has been nothing but crazy. My family has had event after event for me to be apart of (we’re Italian so we like to plan big) and helping take care of my nieces and nephews. And I love my new job!! But even that I need a break from. Sometimes I’m out of my house running from place to place from 7 am til late at night. My brain feels so over stimulated lately that I feel like I could explode. So today, I blocked out time on my work schedule for the entire day. Because I’m my own boss, I didn’t have to give any reason to anyone. When my coworkers texted me to see why I wasn’t coming in, I simply said, “Because I don’t want to, so I’m not gonna.” I felt a tremendous amount of guilt for the first couple of hours. I was like, “Oh I gotta do the laundry! Oh I gotta pick out my outfits for the next two weeks!! I gotta organize this and that!” But I didn’t move. I layed on the couch, stared up at the ceiling, and drifted into oblivion. And then I did whatever I wanted. I painted. I finished my favorite show. Went to that restaurant that I’ve always wanted to try. I finally drained my mind of the overcrowding of mental post it notes. And that’s ok.