My baby is 5 days old. Three days ago when my milk came in had refused a bottle and only wants to nurse.

I don't really want to bf. I was planning on trying bf but figured we would do mostly formula. But this kid refuses a bottle.

I've tried different bottles, positions, formula vs bm in bottle. I've had dad and grandma try when I'm not in the room.

What am I doing wrong?

I haven't slept more than 2 hrs in days now and I can't keep this up or I'll go crazy.