I’m 4 months pregnant almost 5 and I feel like I have fallen into deep depression. I feel so overwhelmed juggling my last semester of college, work,, driving class, and my verbally and mentally abusive mother. I’m sleeping on a couch in my moms apartment and I’ve tried to look for apartments to move into but I can’t afford rent with my minimum wage job where I only due about 18 hours a week. For the first time ever I’m failing all of my classes so I will probably have to retake the classes. I’m not learning anything in my driving class and no one is willing to teach me. I have told my mom that I’m depressed and don’t feel like living in this world and she just doesn’t care. I don’t want this life for my baby and I never wanted my first pregnancy to go like this. I feel like I’m trapped in a whole. Everyday I try harder than the day before because even though there are no doors opening I’m still doing everything that I can. Everyday I cry and cry and I wish I didn’t feel this way because I know the baby feels what I am going through but I can’t help it. All of the sheltes near me are either in a different city or not that safe. I was denied for Ebt because I still live with my mom so they consider me her dependent. I don’t know what to do anymore I wish I could provide a better life for my baby.