Not once but up to 4 times while. I was pregant. Haven't long found out. He's answered every question I've asked but honestly don't know if it's the truth or not.

We have a house together

I'm currently pregnant again 😬 (no judgement please found out not long after I found out about him cheating)

None of us has a penny to rub together for one of us to leave.

Nor family to go to.

Sometimes I forget what he's done but it's only for a split second then something on TV or something pops into my head and it all comes flooding back.

Is there any way of making this marriage right again or is it a waste of my time and energy

I love him but hate him so much for what's he's done especially knowing that I've struggled with mental health issues for around 10 years.

My head is telling me I need the space I know that's best for me and my children.

Buy my heard and financial struggles are becoming a burden in all this 😭😭