I’m really struggling with self image and I could use some honest opinions.

I have recently gone through a serious trauma and since then I’ve gained about 20lbs.

This time last year I was taking gym classes everyday and becoming my best self. I saw a candid photo of myself today and it completely destroyed myself image. I know I’m fat, I always have been but I didn’t think I was as heavy as I look in this picture. Most of the time when I look in the mirror I see a pretty attractive not skinny but not fat girl. I see someone who could get a boyfriend if she wanted to.

Then I see myself in pictures and I just feel like I will never find love because I’m too heavy. Like no guy will ever find me attractive. I’m still working out and stuff I’m just really struggling mentally.

Do I look like I weight a lot?

The picture of me in the gray is 20lbs ago the picture of me in maroon is today. Then my candid picture.