Feel so guilty (tmi)

I feed my 2 week daughter her bottle and changed her diaper got her gases out and waited for her to sleep so I could go to the bathroom and poop and even tho I’m taking my stool softeners pills it still hurts to go to the bathroom so I’m probably in there for 15-20 mins because of the pain and she started to cry and I had to let her cry while I was in the bathroom goshhh i felt so helpless and when I came out the bathroom she was sleeping but it just hurt me to see how hard she was crying .....☹️