Crossing my fingers for a +ve xmas

Ge

The due date of the little one I lost late June would be the 30th of December. I should be 33 weeks today but instead I am on my period after another unsuccessful month of ttc. I miss my bump. I just really want to be pregnant again by the 30th. Two cycles between now and then. Wish me luck. Second cycle is due to finish Xmas day so if no luck this month maybe Santa will pop a positive test in my stocking!