Premature baby

I’ve had two first trimester miscarriages and got pregnant Again on october 13th 2020 I went into preterm labor with my baby girl Kaisley at 22.6 weeks she was born at 8:35 am and passed away at 12:30 pm this was the most devastating thing I’ve ever had to go through I wish nothing like this would’ve happened after we got out of the first trimester it thought we would’ve been in the clear. I hate this. They diagnosed me with incompetent cervix so next pregnancy they say I’ll need to get a cerclage done once I’m out of the first trimester. I’m going to try again but I’m so nervous to as the first two pregnancies were early miscarriages Im so scared of that trimester and even more nervous for what’s to come through the whole pregnancy now. Who else has had to go through all of this? I know a lot of people have but it’s so scary to even think about getting pregnant again knowing you have to do all this extra stuff. 😔😭👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼