My husband and I separated we where getting divorced I met someone else. I am on birth control we broke up and now my husband asked for another chance. Idk what to do. I still love the boyfriend but he wants me to abort the baby if I am

Idk what to do. And I am afraid of taking a test. Anyway needed to vent it. I already have a son not ready for another kid. But i don’t believe in abortions. My body my choice.