30wks pregnant and he dumped me

The short version:

He accused me of having an attitude, and started a fight. And then dumped me out back of his shop. After everything he’s put me through, I’ve always had his back.

Through cocaine addiction, drinking too much, and then a pill problem, all while pregnant with his kid. I’m high risk, and he always gets away with it. I’m so sick of it. I deserve so much more. Now he’s not even home. He went to a friends to get a haircut.

I want to pack up and leave but it’s not realistic, I don’t have the $$, the time (I could go into labor anyway which is why I’m on bedrest), and my only place to go is 6 hours away at my moms. And my high risk doctors are here.

What do I do?

I can’t love him anymore I have to shut it off. How he broke up with me today just shows me how he really feels about me.